I have many many times to hear or see that sentences expressed by many people in many kinds of situation and places. I assumed that sentences just a lip service. It seemed ordinary words for me, no matter what for it is just formality in manner. Moreover if the people who said that sentences act or show indifferent to me along my attendance in that situation or place. I felt that that's words is not for me. But recently I make a mistake. I was not attend in one of meeting that I have to attend. On that meeting, not just me who did not come in there, but also lots of my friends too. My friend who came on that meeting said to me and my friends that a person who lead that meeting felt a little bit disappoint because she actually have prepared a games that just can be play if there are many people. Through that, I reflect on my self. I reminded again that my presence in this world is precious because I have served and I can serve no matter what kind of treatment I get through people in place or situation that i have being present. It proved by that meeting. Now I will appreciate people who said "thanks for being here" or "thanks for coming" to me because actually that is a honor for me although the people who said that said with deep heart or not. I will still appreciate it without let it just be a wind that passed in my ears or eyes without left anything to me. Also I will try to always present in place or situation that invite, allow, or require me to come. It's not about me but about them.
Through this I want to say thanks for being here, here in my life by meaningful reason from my deep heart to my family, all of my friends, all of my teachers. I realize I can not live alone without your fulfillment in me. Thanks for all of your suggestion, critique, idea, helping, joking, information, and so many other things. Thank you, God bless you:)
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